wish i had that mindset i did so well in school up until covid hit and then i realized how nice staying hope actually was so i became like a bedrotter and i was really insecure before that so i just found it as comfort and i like literally gave up on everything HELPP and when school was back public and civid was still a thing my school like sent you home for even having a headache and made u quarantine so i took advantage of that and had like 67 missing days and its like slowly getting better. but now that im in highschool it still sucks equally as much maybe a little bit more and im still struggling but i signed up for rotc and its the only reason why i go to school but its my last hour so i literally have to forve myself through it even though every class is bullshit