Aw,, understandable,, I'm sorry for what you've been going through,, and I know I'm in no position to say this but I hope you'll be able to overcome whatever your going through, since I understand it could be difficult <3 but I'm glad to be able to hear from you! How your doing! I hope next time you post you'll feel even better,,<33 best of wishes and hugs <33 we're gonna miss ya,, <3