i̲̅ o̲̅n̲̅l̲̅y̲̅ h̲̅a̲̅v̲̅e̲̅ o̲̅n̲̅e̲̅ w̲̅a̲̅y̲̅ o̲̅f̲̅ d̲̅y̲̅i̲̅n̲̅g̲̅ b̲̅u̲̅t̲̅ y̲̅o̲̅u̲̅ d̲̅i̲̅n̲̅t̲̅ k̲̅n̲̅o̲̅w̲̅.... h̲̅e̲̅h̲̅e̲̅