I lost hope when my mom died, she was the only one irl that helped me get through the hard times but when she died I felt like giving up, Wendy told me to come here that I could get help from other people she knows, but then when I got with my ex it gave me a reason to go on, I was so happy and I loved her with my heart but I lost that, now she's tell me that she will kill herself if I don't stop with well you will see in my anime post...