Forget what I said I didn’t know if he ran away or Died I miss my cat to she got bit by some kind of animal there was a hole through her body she had to go to the vet they had to sew her up I never saw her again because they put her up for adoption I get you I know it’s hard when you lose something but if you don’t think about it and just remember the good times that you had with your cat you won’t feel so bad