MinerMaster, I understand that it might come out as that way and I will not get mad. I am not trying to get pity but just trying to say a part of my life. It is true, but I do not want to be cradled like a baby. I am not trying to shove my problems on others but say my disappointments. I deal with this and I’m sure some others do. I try to connect with people and not say stuff just to get attention