Boi I live with my aunt ( who smokes ) after my mother died in a car crash when a drunk ass hole hit her and my dad is another drunk ass hole he is trying to take custody of me even tho he is not a good dad btw did I also tell you my aunt is not a good person and badly noticed anything with my depperetion and self harm ( my irl is trash that's why I wanna kill myself and you make me want to kill myself to )