I know... I just decided to say that now since I know it hurt you... I should’ve done it earlier. And, it’s alright. I have two friends who are suffering from depression and I really hate that they are suffering right now. A few other of my friends are suffering as well and I hate that they suffer... Trust me, I don’t want anyone to suffer either, I know how it feels.. Again, I’m sorry your friend died, it wasn’t your fault for their suicide..