I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made, they're haunting me and bringing me down so I want to try and make it right. I haven't been taking my meds for a while and I should start. I also don't think about stuff before I say it because like my parents say, I'm selfish. I go through really bad mood swings a lot and it makes me do and say some really bad things. Sometimes I forget about what my words can or will do to other people. I'm trying to change for the better and I've been talking to some people to try and help me. I'm really sorry for anything I did and I'm trying to make myself be a better person without changing myself too much. I'm trying my best to not make any bad mistakes anymore and I hope everyone can forgive me and I'm trying to improve my life so I can make other people happy. I'm sorry.