Ok so .. I hate myself idk why it’s just when I went school all the time people hated me and they was sad and mad that I was like in there face and like was talking to them , I always said I will be better but I just tried and tried but then I gave up they say I will never do anything and that I’m just a loser and the I just accepted it , I would try to just take it but it got hard and I felt like I would always just make the world mad and people sad and depressed When I just showed up and I just could not take it so I just started to hate myself and I try not to but it’s hard because it fells like I’m just a person that nobody want to talk to Andy if I just was dead people would be happy and just not even care about me , so yeah thanks I needed to talk to someone