Ik how you feel, many people have let me down and lied to me. But that shouldn't be able to bring you down! We are strong, don't believe anyone who tells you otherwise. We are better than the haters. Also about Mattella, she is busy, and sometimes cant do specific things, so we have to be patient, but she is an amazing friend and has always been there for me when i needed her the most, and even when i didn’t. She has been amazing to me, i’d walk the world to get to her.