Lloyd. In honesty if you do, do something it's not gonna just effect yourself but all of us too and it would be a mistake to waste something so precious that was given to you. In the process of doing such things you'd be again not just hurting YOURSELF but ALL OF US too. And that wouldn't be great now would it? We care for you and if we could actually be by your side right now.. You could tell not just by our actions but also by our words, that care for you so dearly. The more you do this the more you pulling the strings on our hearts but we won't stop caring. Can you not see that? and if you can, why would you keep on pulling?..