My God I'm so sorry!! I have been thrown off the edge too but guess what you always have to be positive. I know it's hard loosing someone or having that fear that someone is going to leave soon but your grandfather with be okay. I lost someone very close to me recently and i know it's hard. Just please stay positive. If you need to reach out to me then go ahead. I want to be their for you. If not reach out to family close to you. I promise you wont feel alone. Again I'm here for you. #StayPositive❤🌹