I.. I miss those times... I miss you.. But... I guess some things just don't last forever, do they.....? I wish that we could still have those times, but.. I guess.. Maybe... Maybe we've both been losing those feelings that we had before... We talk less and less... And... It kind of.. Hurt.. Being without you crushes me... I guess I just have to keep smiling to hide the pain.. I.. I don't want to burden anyone with my problems so I just stay away.. I don't want anyone worrying about me so I... I guess sometimes we don't always get what we want, huh..? I don't want you to get mad or anything because of this long message... But.. I had no other way to explain the way I feel... And I guess... Sometimes, we just have to deal with whatever life throws at us, huh?