Sad.... at sometime in everyone’s life’s they have to go through something like that! :( so plz don’t feel like no one understands okay? I probably don’t understand thou.... I did have a bird I had for 2 years that flew away and got lost. It’s getting cold so sometimes just thinking if she’s dead or alive makes me cry. And if she is alive and out there then I hope she’s not hurt or starved. I hope she’s with another bird owner safe and sound! But our other bird who didn’t get lost hasn’t taken it too well so we go another bird to keep him happy! But our new bird will never replace our old one, she’s just keeping the other bird company! :) okay sorry for saying this I just needed to vent lol and thanks for taking your time to read this! :)