Just thought I should share this but uh... story time.. and this is true story too... it’s lengthy but trust me..
Sweaters.. they are cozy.. they make you.. secure.... from the outside world....
But for me... they are a burden.. a cover of my insecurity...
I met a boy in 6th grade. His name was Miguel. He was nice, kind and understandable when I met him. We were the only ones who talked to each other for the first few days of school. We came across a question of who in the classroom we would date.. he thought for a moment then he said.... me... and I replied that I would date him too since he was the only one I really knew... at that point.. we already knew we liked each other.... months went by and we talked to each other everyday.... one day I decided to ask him out.. I didn’t have the courage to ask him so I asked my best friend, Richy to ask him on my behalf. Miguel looked at me and then told Richy his answer. Richy told me that he will think about it. I sighed in relief but I felt a pain in my heart. A few more days... months went by until we actually talked about being a “thing”. After a while we decided to make it official. We talked everyday, exchanged phone numbers and because of him I made an amazing friend! During all of those months and days, I wore this one baggy sweater and I never went to school without it.. I brought everywhere unless I forgot it. Now Miguel wasn’t always.. the best boyfriend.. he made jokes about me , called me names sometimes to make his friends laugh and he wouldn’t let me hug him... all because of this one day where we got in trouble for a dare our friends gave us. We were outside on the play ground with 3 other friends. We played truth or dare and we got a dare where Miguel had to...kiss me on the cheek.. I used my hoodie to cover my eyes and in an instant.. he gave me a small peck on the cheek. Hehe.. me and my friends were freaking out but Miguel was calm and content. Now my friends don’t wanna keep their mouths SHUT and the word spread immediately. The assistant principal called my parents. Now Miguel is scared of my parents.. and as usual... I had my sweater to hide like I always do... my friends would complain that they never see my body or what I really looked like without the sweater but anyway.... 7th grade came up and that’s when Miguel decided to get touchy with me. He demanded more hugs, more kisses and that he wants me to sit with him at lunch. I didn’t mind at all until we got to technology class.... he started asking if he could touch my chest, my “no-no parts” and I nervously tell him no every time... he rubbed my ear (which is my “weak spot .///.) and I always felt this hot rush go through my body. It made me nervous... but I kept my sweater on to keep his hands away... my sweater kept me safe.. but he asked and begged me to take the sweater off. I didn’t always do it... but I kept my sweater on no matter what the weather was, no matter how hot the classroom is and no matter where I was... I kept the sweater on.. I use the sweater.. because I was always unhappy and uncomfortable to show my body.. he asked me for.....for... n-nudes one day and I got scared.... but I came up with something different... I sent him pictures of me in a bathing suit... he was ok with it until he had enough... he kept asking me day after day for nudes and peer pressuring me to send them to him.. I couldn’t do it.... eventually... my mom found out... she looked through my phone and saw our texts.. he freaked out the next day and yelled at me.... at that point I had enough.... after a while he broke up with me.. INFRONT OF MY FRIENDS IN TECH CLASS... I felt sad but I also felt... free for the first time ever.. to this day I still wear sweaters but just barely.. I’m glad he is out of my life.. up I still.. wear.. sweaters... to hide and cry because I know I’m weird and stupid like he always said I was... to him it was a joke but for me... it was a direct hit to the heart....💔🖤
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