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I don’t rlly like venting-
A t a l l
Cause I feel like it makes me looks like a baby cause normally my problems are literally nothing compared to others-
But right now this is the only place I got to go to people without getting caught cause if I was to go to my friends they’d probably report me or some shit-





Anywaaayshshbs
I’m deadass getting tired of this religion shit
And I think it’s getting to me and my head

So I took online school to try something new and so I could quarantine myself longer, and it was only for those reasons
However my mom talked to me today she planned and during my free period, which is about an hour long and in the middle of all my classes, we’re going to study and bible and such; and right then and there I almost cried
Yeah I may have overreacted- but shit all this fucking bible study and praying makes me just wanna die
And that isn’t an overstatement
I ain’t the one to think about suicide or anything like that but thoughts like those keep recurring over and over
And shit if I wasn’t too much of a pussy and scared of feeling pain I’d probably have already said adiós about a month ago or I’d be having a blast right now with some pills and shit

But I really don’t wanna continue with it
I feel drained and keeping this whole “holy act” is really affecting with my head
But I know if I speak out my ass is gonna get kicked out and put into a camp for a while and I really don’t want to do that shit again

Dhjsjsja I just fucking hate itt man
I just wanna have some lovin parents ya know?
Ones that I ain’t afraid of and all shsajanwnwn





Uhh yeah 😀❤️