oke quick little harsh words from me, stop fucking caring for once it feels good, take a bath or sumdin its relaxing, just dont complain about it cuz that gets you nowhere at all except further into the bullshit pit
well simple fix is just to draw anyways, the more you draw the better you get, i would suggest studying anatomy and lighting, textures too, practice makes perfect in art just like anything else but it takes longer than most things to get good at