How did I I did nothing furball

I know but at least talking to my friends helps me smile so I come on here

I don't want to die at all I want to ignore him I don't want everyone to worry but I just want it to end I don't want to die I just want to go to my room I want to be in my empty room...I'm not trying to ask for attention I just need help

He's my l-little brother...he's always been a fucking meany ever seince he was born....I just really really...don't want to be on earth...I want all this pain to stop so bad...I don't want to die but at the same time I want the pain to stop

Amaya: * she wags her tail watching it *

Amaya: * looks at it watching the movie she smiles * ^^

Amaya: there we go * she smiles then grabs the remote and sits on the couch the movie starts *

Amaya: * she comes back with popcorn and with 2 sodas she puts all the stuff on the coffe table *

Amaya: ok be right back * she smirks and goes to the kitchen *

Amaya: * she puts the movie in she closes the DVD player * do you want some popcorn ? * she asked *

Amaya: ok be right back * she goes to a closet and opens it she takes out a movie and comes back with the movie in her hands *

Amaya: ok then * she gets up * what kind ?

Amaya: hmm all I can think of is a movie its to dark to go outside otherwise I would say walk in the park

Anaya: * her ear twitches as she thinks * hmm

Amaya: but what * she thinks *

Amaya: hmm what to do somthing ? * she asks *

Amaya: hmm well I'm bored * she looks at her hands *

Amaya: so what you doing ? * she asked *

Amaya: that's good !* she smiles *

Amaya: I'm doing fine how about you ? * she smiles putting her bandana back over her eyes *