*covers face* Umbreon is going to be so mad at me.. ugh..

o-on th-the m-m-mouth !! I-- I don't--

Valder-Valderine k-k-kissed m-m-m-me!!!

even hearing that makes my life worse. Thanks a lot.

people say i should go to hell so..

and i dont?

and i am one? your point?

they don't. even if they did they would show it, thats the funny part.

whats the point of being happy when all being happy is just having a smile on your face.

and i dont think they will. and probably wont. so whats the point.

as if they would. they probably wouldnt care because im just another bother in the house.

they don't show that they care. so why should i?

and i care? its funny because i find everything pointless. why care for someone so dumb and idiotic who can easily end there life right here right now.

a lot of people don't. i wouldnt think you would either.

im just a dumbass that eventually no one will give any shits for.

I feel a piercing gaze upon me-- I don't know what it or what it is..

i-i have a-an odd feeling...

something doesn't feel or seem right..

haven't-haven't you realized I've gave up so many times. Yet each time i try again, it just-- *tears stream down slowly* it just wont stop! the same cycle every damn time!!

how, I look absolutely hideous. *wraps self with tail* i just--i just want to give up on trying.