Thank you...

You all were the greatest thing that happened to me. I cried when you guys felt sad. Smiled when not even my family can. It's sad that I'm going to leave you guys.

Thank you...

Tophat. Promise me youll stay happy always. Find someone else to love and make sure they are the best for you. Don't die because youll lose a friend and your love. Just be stronger

I'm sorry....

Sorry tophat. Since I will be dead. You and del.. I guess won't be a thing

Will you forgive me for killing myself?

I'm sorry.

Noah. If you do love me.(friends).. You would let me die. Be free

I don't love myself. You can't love people if you don't love yourself

Noah. I've already come this far

I wish I can meet you two...

Noah. I'm not happy that's why. The hardest part is leaving you guys and my family

Noah. Youll grow up to be a strong. Kind. Person. Noah. Promise me that you will always be happy no matter what. Follow your dreams and don't be upset because of what I'm going to do

Noah. I need to do this. I've already come this far

Malachi. I'm sorry

I planned this for almost a year. No stopping now. I plan to hang myself but before a do make a note to all my friend and family and watch the sun rise. When it's done rising I'll hang myself.

Okay Alice. Sorry for what happened

And still do. So I don't joke about cutting and killing yourself anymore

Yes. I have.