Ya... *smiles a bit* I'm starting school soon.. How terrible... Without him.. Practically lying is sadness and a fake friendship and loneliness... But think positive right?
... I feel... After my brother died and stuff... Everything had been a black a white painting... Like I can't really express my emotions...unless very sad or trying to act happy.. My brother would always help me with that... But he couldn't stop thinking of popularity... He wanted to be cool... For a gãy guy that isn't possible.. He did everything.. And that lead to death... He was a really nice brother.. He was always there for me. Many beat up anyone who hurt me *laughs a bit*