Kaila:Your still upset? Of the ban?

Kaila:I don't know maybe...it don't seem fun like it use to...

Kaila:You hate drawing now...?

Kaila:No,I'm just bored...and nothing to do besides drawing...

Kaila:Still don't know what to draw yet?

Kaila:...*is laying in her room in the dark laying in her desk full of over used sketch paper*.

Okay Nelly, thanks but I need some time alone I'll get better soon...right now it's my bedtime bye!

Okay,

I keep spelling trouble...I'm trouble to myself...I don't know how to stop cause trouble! I'm just...a damn trouble maker.

Just don't worry about me...I'll get over it I just need to let my angry out.

I'm fine Nelly...don't worry about me okay?

BUT EVERYTIME HELL COMES BACK!!!

I just feel like somebody to be on my side...hug me...tell me everything will be alright...BUT EVERYTIME HELL COMES

I deserve to be left out...

Nothing is ever gonna make me feel better! It will never will! Not this time! Not today! Not EVER!

But being all alone hurts! I want someone to hug me comfort me! Make me forget all my troubles! WHO AM I KIDDING THAT SOUNDED REDILCOUS!!! I need to be by myself!

I just feel like crying...being alone right now but being all alone

There's nothing positive about me! There never is! I'm so wretched!

I'm not a good and loving person! IT'S NOT TURE ! I DON'T BEILEVE IN POSTIVE!!!

I'm to blame for! BLAME ME!