Alright, I'll show my special now as sorry
*makes us levitate into the air, then makes lots of little pebbles fly like the same circular pattern, but in various directions, making a light sphere, like an atom*

(Sorry for taking long, got busy)
This is telekinesis! But controlled with light!
*grabs a stone with telekinesis and make it fly in a circular pattern around us, but hitting Pharaox in the process*
Ay I'm sorry!--

Doing awesome! I'm actually trying a new trick, I'd really like if someone saw me trying to do it

So, how you doing? :D
*normally speaking normal speaks*

*let guard down*
Alright. Well, just wanted to have a nice chat!
*scratches head*

Uhh... yup! :3
*regenerates instantly*
For you... uh... Pharallax, you still also didn't win. I'm kinda tired today, so dont piss me off.
(Brb!)

Nyan shadow! :D

Oh wait so you're the other one i tought was the bad one! Forgot about that, sorry!!
*redirects punch to another direction, making a whole building fall*
So, how you doing? :)

What? Youre good now? Im not falling for this
*right arm start to glow, preparing the same punch used on Pharaox*

Wait is it them? It looks exactly like him, i might be cooked now if he can just revive or something
*prepares, but its actually Pharaoh*

I'll be fine, you should ask what i did to him
*points to a really small pile of dust*

Yeah I think I just figured it out.
*left side of my entire body destroyed*

Yw! :)

Oh! I don't know which is the good one and the bad one. This might be one of the situations where the scariest is actually the best, so...
I'll try talking with the left one and hope i don't get vaporized! :D

This is awesome, you already have a safe person then!
It's normal feeling awkward at first, but it gets easier over time, because you trust them more and more
I'd really like seeing you getting better, you deserve it!

I've felt exactly like this for months, maybe a whole year (and i kinda still feel this, but I'm recovering).
I found out it isn't true. You probably have anxiety and it makes you feel exactly like this.
Your mind is just ignoring what's good about you and looking to much at small mistakes (or things you only think are mistakes), but mistakes are normal.
I highly recommend trying to find a safe person that you can always talk to, it helped me a LOT.
We are always here for you!

Finally

Are you fucking serious

Yippee
So were frens!!1

It's fine
Also I'm so sorry for your loss, you can take as much time as you need