I CANT GO CUZ MY MOM AND DAD WILL HATE ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE BECAUSE I DID NOT TELL THEM HOW I FEEL

Im only gonna get help when im 18 so theres only 7 more years before I can finnaly cry

NO IM NOT GOING TO THERAPY I DONT LIKE IT MY MOM AND DAD WILL KILL ME BEFORE I DO

Hahahahaha I just wanna cry

I CANT CONTROL LIFE AND IM NOT GOING TO THERAPY *hides in imaginary corner*

I KNOW BUT IM NOT GOING TO DIE TILL LIFE CHOOSES WHEN I DO

Thats all I hear

Theres no reason to cry theres no reason to die

for the last time IM NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF

Plus im not going to kill myself jeez im not that depressed

Thats therapy there is no way im going there

I cant cry without a "theres no reason to cry" or a "c,mon stop crying like a baby" or "c,mon man up"

I laugh but its a cry

I CAN ONLY LAUGH TO AVOID THE PAIN OF "you were never abused" THATS ALL I CAN DO

Laugh

So I laugh

I did not do anything for humans or the earth

Haha nice conclusion but im not what you think im just a monster

And when im injured I laugh it off and I laugh in my head all day and night

Everyone DIES once in their life so whats the point of it