oooh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

its a bird playing the flute while having a stroke and your songing in the background

is it bad that ive been listening to Drivers Licenses on loop all day ;-;
*dramatically dies while crying because yea*

ill be fine
ill get them back in about a week

i cant, i dont have my laptop/phone back yet
i only have my school chromebook and discord is blocked on it

w a k e
u p
p l e a s e e e e e e e e e

n o w

im sorry
i have to tell someone this
i know things that
would make alex and probably me get into a lot of trouble
trouble as in police trouble
and he said that if i told anyone hed kill me but i dont care anymore i had to tell someone
ive known since September...
why does it have to be me to know this
why did i have to join the google meet that he sent me
why do i have to be so fu.cking blind
multiple people said that he wasnt good for me and i get to pay for it now
why
why me
goddamit i cant fuking do this
i cant keep going but i cant give up either..
what do i do..
as my friend and as my sibling
what am i supposed to do now...

help..

no
wake up
im lonely

ima go do that
so anyway
i will message you in the morning if i can
gn
byeeeeeeeee

what i truly want to do
lay in my bed, in the cold, alone, sad, mentally dead, wonder why alex hates me so much, and think of all the things ive done wrong

i need to learm eanglish

i not have headphonesn

i already know that song
also
its 10PM everyone else is asleep

i have eaten the tears
h a
i will cry no more

n o
my brother calls me a crybaby because he hears me crying so much

but i cry every night
i not want to cry so much

but w h y d o e s t h i s h a p p e n
*dramatically tries not to cry*

i was listening to music with my stepbrother and Drivers Licence came on and i had gone 20 minutes with out thinking about alex and none of my family knows how bad the situation is so i had to act like everything was fine but that song reminds me of alex like a lot and i cried a smol bit but it was dark so no one saw and it was fine
im in my room rn trying to keep it together but i cant get over the fact that he was my best fu.cking friend and now he threatens to kill me and my friends
also
why the hell do i feel/act like this
i never liked him and i dont miss him
tf is happening
h e l p
i keep trying to be non-serious cause if i is serious i will actually start crying ✨

i will be back on discord in a week or so ;-;
ik ive been saying that for like 2 weeks but for real this time, about a week

yes
please
do
please
please
please
please

he asked why i was correcting him so much about it and i thankfully explained myself out of it
i was almost caught
*dies dramatically*