im sorry
i have to tell someone this
i know things that
would make alex and probably me get into a lot of trouble
trouble as in police trouble
and he said that if i told anyone hed kill me but i dont care anymore i had to tell someone
ive known since September...
why does it have to be me to know this
why did i have to join the google meet that he sent me
why do i have to be so fu.cking blind
multiple people said that he wasnt good for me and i get to pay for it now
why
why me
goddamit i cant fuking do this
i cant keep going but i cant give up either..
what do i do..
as my friend and as my sibling
what am i supposed to do now...

help..