Hey, I haven’t felt what you are going through but I know it anyway. I haven’t seen the irl you because no one does just to tell that you are beautiful. Your personality is beyond kind. You may not think you are beautiful irl but your heart is more beautiful than you ever think it can! Be yourself and care for others, this is what will make you happy! Don’t care about your body or what people say about you just know you have a beautiful heart and that’s all that matters!