[im not even allowed to have discord- i only have it bc i got it on my laptop and hid it from them. and, all i have is discord, insta, tumblr, and tiktok.]

[....no dieing. youre not allowed to.]

[...i dont have snap. and im not sure id be allowsed to get it either, my parents dont like it..]

....mh. *peeks up at you, tears streaming down her face* dont apologize..its not your fault. you probably made this place feel better than anyone here.. *smiles slightly*

[hun, i said in the first post that id be staying until nightfall. then im gonna delete the app. i just got rid of contacts..]

[.....oh. im. existing...eheh]

...im not even sure it will make me feel batter. its just an idea....this place makes me feel trapped..*hiding her face in your shoulder*
[gudgud]

...*squeezes him tightly, starting to cry a bit* I'm sorry..
[mh. idk, I don't have whatsapp anyway- but, if you can figure smth out, pls let me know...I wanna try to get smth for cross too since I'm getting rid of phone numbers. I already have artsy on disc. I don't wanna completely cut ties w you since I don't have you anywhere else.. :< ]

...*hugs back* yea. bye, hun....I mean, I'll still be here for the rest of the day. I'm leaving tonight, tho..

[but srsly man, I know you don't give out your info. and I admire you for that. but is there any way for me to contact you outside of the app....?
I wanna keep the two dumb dumbs in contact :'6 ]

[hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh- I'm really sorryyyyyyyyy.....I just can't stand this place anymore :"{ I don't wanna leave you guys- but like- I just- skbsjdbdubduebeuebu- *ugly sobbing*]

[.....ah. no, I'm already pretty damn guilty. ahah *sob* I'm sosososososo sorry-]

[ah- well, alright then.]

[mh.
I'll still talk to you occasionally on discord. just. not much.
that is, if you want to ofc.]

[yea. thanks, simp. I'll miss you man]

[...yea.]

[..yea. you too, hun <3]

[..mh. I think im.just gonna. sit for a bit. see how i feel, and then decide if I'll leave or not]

[eh.]

[I feel ick :,| ]

[nah. still thinking. idk how to feel.]