because it’s not fair to me and everyone else who loves you. i understand and i’ve been there and pulled myself out because i was sick of being miserable and wishing that i’d just- disappear and have to put up with people. but you’re right, i don’t accept that because i expect more from you- i know you can do so much more and you just don’t-

i am assuming because i don’t know everyone around you. i don’t want to if they are like this- i love you i really do but i’m worn out- i want you to be happy and there’s ways to do that- and i don’t understand how you’re happy just- roaming- i hate it here- this world is a shit show but i’ve found ways to make my time here a little less shitty and i wouldn’t leave it for the world- i had to work to get here and i’m glad i did and i don’t u sweat and why you wouldn’t want to-

then i don’t expect our, or any relationship you have to last- i don’t want to leave and not be friends but i’m not going to keep myself in a relationship with someone who is okay with knowing they need to change, but won’t

i’d like you to very much figure it out because i’m not gonna take nothing as an answer. i want you to be happy and i want you to be in my life and i’m not gonna just take one of the options. i want to help if i can

is that all you have to say- because i really hope that’s not it

and why would they want to stay if you aren’t going to put in the effort to change???

if you aren’t going to put work into yourself to better y’all’s relationships you can be upset when they leave- they promise to stay but they won’t when the relationship with you goes toxic.

then why are you getting upset when they do

one sec were testing rn))

ayooo -3-))

i understand that :// you can work on yourself and it would better everything in your life from friendships to maybe even your relationships. i did that last year and i’m honestly happier than ever- i have a partner and friends who love me and we barley fight, everyone does, but i think it would help a lot if things ya know

so??? i still wanna be around you dumdum

i don’t want to lose you tho-

you aren’t going to get anywhere doing that tho- its going to continue to loop and you’re going to lose so many more people that way bud-

why-??? /gen

you can’t work on yourself?

and that’s okay too -3- anytime

that’s a good one as well-

mhmm

okay- i is- what are some suggestions so we can be together and work on each other- like- tone indicators should be used more than they are