Almost 2000 days ago damn. It’s Jack lol Ik this is your old account, but I’m still gonna leave this message here because I can’t find your new one. I’m 16 now and I remember you being older than me so you’re like an adult now 💀 well anyways if you see this lmk! I wanna catch up :)
That whole conversation bothered me for years. I didn’t realize you were lying too. We were the same, we just wanted to feel something greater than ourselves. I’m glad I wasn’t alone, and I hope you’re doing okay nowadays
I keep crawling back whenever I lose my way. It’s a desperate attempt to see if I ever got or will get redemption. You thought I died, and you still probably do, if you remember me.
Every hundred days or so I have the urge to check this. It disgusts me looking back on how I used to be.I know a future me is judging me while reading this. “Why’d you have to be so serious, you sound dumb” I would probably say.