tbh what if i did go by akane again here

u guys can still call me tofu/dauhu/osborn but jf i will be TERRIFIED if you called me akane or one of the previous usernames i had and ik some of you know me as m####s if ur reading this pls dont refer to me with that publically only private pls TT

neva letting yall know what my friends call me

I'm so excited... vyn nendoroid and plush.. and make up and everything TT!!!!!!!! I LOVE HER!!!! i'll commission someone to make me a 20cm plushie of me so that they can be together TT

I'm going through it. I'll go crazy, you guys don't understand how much i love vyn richter. That one gumball quote to dream abotu 10000 ants that's me no other vyn fan will ever love her like i do no one will love a character like i do

https://en.pronouns.page/@vynrichter her pronouns page i made one because i tlak about her too often and my friends play along and i wanted them to know what i refer to vyn as (I KNOW IT SAYS 20 ON THE AGE THING her birthday to me is 09/27/03 she's either a 03 or 02 liner but all my drawings of xuanyi take place when xuan is 24+ and vyn is 27+ unless explicitly stated otherwise @ enstars au, school au (i might change it to office au))

sometimes i wonder if i mischaracterize her but then i look at the chatlog i use to rant to my friends abour vyn and it's a lengthy overview of vyn stories and screenshots of her expressions you will never understand whag i felt when i saw her eyes widen in fear because he wanted his proposal to be perfect and he's a perfectionist who wants to be useful (btw i use she/he for vyn i have a pronouns page for her)

she thinksnkn her head she dont deserve lpve she needs therapy 😭😭😭😭😭 she has heavy abandoment issues i cried so much over her

i love ranting about vyn though im so sad about her canon story it makes me so 😭😭😭😭ILL LOVE YOU AND YOU WONT HAVE TO SPEND YOUR BIRTHDAYS ALONE!!! false tears card got a choke hold on me. she's so emotionally vunerable and yet shut off to the world at the same time i can help her (no i cant)

theres no angst or serious lore for xuan because i don't even know what would i do

Xuan mastermind - eccentric. probably tried to trap vyn in a room but because xuan is morally good (somehow) he lets vyn go and is an asshole

vyn mastermind (without dying) - feel like she came in there with evil intentions and for the first part tried to peer pressures everyone into getting the game running because nxx rosa and xuan are the power of friendship but then eventually gives into xuan and they leave the game happily ever after

vyn mastermind (with dying) - almost the exact same thing but because she's more driven into murder and taking a few canon traita from tot vyn she's clueless at love and believes she's manipulating xuan so she tries to make xuan back off from her because she starts feeling guilty but then felt compelled to get xuan to win so she places a knife into his hand and holds his hand and stabs herself but because it's xuan's hand on the knife that means he did it and then yeah xuan gets executed

i kinda wanna make at least one of them the mastermind or just spin off au where one of them is the mastermind and what would they do + might make a spotify playlist for xuan, vyn, and xuanyi

man if i had a nickel for every au of xuanyi that involves being in a killing game i'd have 3 nickels

i also hc they only found vyns body a day after and xuan was next to vyn for the whole night cryinf and xuan usually has gyaru makeup on but during trial his make ip is runny/there is none or its smeared because he cried so much

@ dangan au xuan is the ultimate influencer and vyn is the ultimate librarian and xuan (accidentally or by force of someone else) kills vyn and his whole trial is xuan crying and trying to stay strong because vyn wanted xuan to survive but xuan breaks down and admits he murdered her

i love her

ive seen. Plenty of artists draw left handed guitars and it bugs me

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

love at first sight yk