lukarrrr
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๐ โ -the whole slate has fallen apart
living my best yumedanshi life
number 1 narcissist with ptsd, Viet-American adult male
Since it's almost Christmas goodbye luka, i hope you work so hard on my Christmas gift
sigh i'll get to working
I hate being vunerable; you are an exception. I want to tell you all about me, down to my darkest faults. I hope I'm still pure by then, please tell me I'm safe and pure, kind and the best, those words again.
I'd do anything for your smile. I wouldn't mind it if you liked Vyn, I wouldn't mind if you told me anything. I want to be reliable. I stopped liking a specific character because he reminds me of you, he's your character to like. If you told me to give you my information, i would be more than willing to be vunerable.
I do believe god sent you to help me, and that I was sent to help you. I hope I'm helping. I hope you don't feel negative about me, I hope you don't feel ill about me. I don't want to be a sick and demented individual, I hope I am saved.
An unaccounted variable, I have only opened up my twitter account in hopes to rebuild my art portfolio. Seeing you like my tweet, I never felt this way before. I never felt so distraught, but not in a bad way. I feel irrational, unreasonable, knowing you're a person that exists. I feel desperate, and it is unnerving. I feel like a changed man.
if you told former me that i would feel so much joy off of the littlest interactions, i would've scoffed and laughed at your face. i would've said you're a stupid fool, and that it would never happen to me. and yet here I am, a stupid fool standing face to face with reality.
I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAAAAAAAAAY๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃ
me when after 3 days of wanting to kill myself my chosen person responds to me YIPPIEEEE
i was 12 when i told her i didnt like it, but we were friends when i was 10
ptsd screwed with my head and so I was focused on dealing with different trauma while this went down, and then i never opened up about it because it made me feel weak