mme when i see ibara and sydney and me(luka) and i think :c thats oomf comfort..... and then i see hajime mika tsumugi Thats oomf! That is oomfie... i miss oomf, i wish twitter was better then maybe oomf coukd stay and see the awesome whimsy

theres nothing about height in this i know its funny but this isn't the time

been told my body is very Masculine, can't keep drawing xuan fem forever

I'm not in any team, GMC asked if i could draw something for this event

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Somedays I do relate to Sydney DoL, having a religion buddy is great, even if we don't talk about religion at all... just knowing i'm friends with other christians makes me so happy

It definitely calms me down and helps me out in a mental standpoint; i believe i would have derailed if I didn't have faith... overall i "punish" myself for having bad thoughts now, because I know the thoughts I have are not out of goodwill...

"everyone feels xyz" "that's a shame, xyz is great" i don't.... have the urge for it myself, and that's okay. I have come to learn i only desired relationships because I wanted an experience, not a person... and being abstinent isn't bad at all, it makes me feel better that i am abstinent.... people make it seem like this is a bad thing, but i *want* to do this

I'm too selfish to become a part of the clergy..... i hope I can still be pure

i don't want to abstain from relationships fully (but I'm more than willing to be abstinant in that area..) i won't become a priest so it wouldn't matter if i married or not, but I want to live pure and celibate completely

i want to marry a woman so badly and just .... be pure, is that selfish.... it probably is, i know many people desire "human" needs however i desire to just, marry and live like a priest (but not become one)

obviously due to, some circumstances relating to the guilt i feel of being a sinner i don't feel like i can be part of that..... however i can still remain devoted luckily... I hope when I learn how to drive, I'll attend mass way more often... i'm excited, sometimes i'm extremely happy that i remained "pure" and celibate

ah... some days i wish i could just become part of a clergy, but ...... hrm

smiling like an idiot on twitter because you liked my post fuck my stupid baka life i love my friends

A gentle Nudge Nudge wink wink i'm a real artist i dont shitpost all the time

"you're a kind person, you're so sweet for helping a stranger" people tell me this and i feel sick sometimes, i'm doing this because it makes me feel better than everyone else, not out of the kindness in my heart. but if it helps everyone, i'll keep pretending to be kind, because i want to be a good person

but you say im pure and protected and safe and everything ... what does this mean, i'm no beacon of purity .... but if you say so, then i don't want to think dirty anymore i dont Want To Draw those things anymore I Don't want to be perverted and sick and demented and disgusting, i'm not a degenerate

i feel like ahorrible dirty peeson because i am not pure and i am a sick perverted individual and the only thing pure about me is my chastiy otherwise im a tainted cruel man

i felt so horribke and bad and i was like "what if they hate luka, they like till so they would probably hate luka. im luka. they hate luka probably, luka is unsafe" but then they told me im the safest person to be luka :( and luka is a favorite .... and then they put me as a mutual they would trust with their life what if i died

no but this is funny now but it wasnt back then when potato first watched alien stage they said it was unsafe and i felt so horrible and when they watched round 7 they felt even more unsafe wanr i wanted to perish right then and there