i want to marry a woman so badly and just .... be pure, is that selfish.... it probably is, i know many people desire "human" needs however i desire to just, marry and live like a priest (but not become one)
i don't want to abstain from relationships fully (but I'm more than willing to be abstinant in that area..) i won't become a priest so it wouldn't matter if i married or not, but I want to live pure and celibate completely
