also alternate vyn 😊

post transition xuanyi they're almost a married couple except they're not married and they're not dating they're roommates

midwest xuanyi isn't dating anyone else but during the 20 years they were apart they did date other people (except they only dated people that reminded them of the other)

they were suuuuper into each other and still are but they're both afraid to speak up so nothing happens and they just occasionally kiss sometimes

unlike other aus this takes place around 2000 (they break up at 2000, this is 1999)

vyn's song would be "Your dog - Soccor Mommy"
xuan's song would be "Wow, I can get sexual too - Say anything"

- they were in a relationship; they break up a year later
- they fully transition around 30, and meet each other again at 40

- they never get back together officially, but after their 40s they become friends with benefits (they have never taken another lover and believe it's one sided)

Impressive

aaaaand we should have more leads who wear glasses.

i saw a artemrosa reel on ig and it has a choekhold on my heart every universe he loves her (he's the male lead)

i need my slice of life or else i will not live because everythings too harsh in the world 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭LET THEM BE TOGEHTER

god i am a sucker for healthy romantic relationships that are mainly domestic

they're meant to be. star crossed lovers even. 😞😞😞😞😞😞mihoyo make them canon pls?

starts to choke ugh you guys dont underSTAND ARTEMROSA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭!!!!! THEY'RE DESTINED.

kenmaz needs to fix this app badly

not rendering because it sucks ass drawing here it lags badly

idk. i feel so uncomfortable being vunerable but my friends see me for me

i don't know, i want to be transparent to all my friends because I feel bad if my thoughts start to stray away
i think i'm transparent to them, my friends know almost everything about me now

i feel like i have made meaningful fufillimg friendships that benefit me emotionally
a way better mindset than before

ugh, ever since I've become self aware about my narcissism i worry too much. i just hope my friends see me as a friend

i vented to my friend recently and she told me that the way I acted shows that I do hold some emotional feelings for people, but that alone doesn't make me feel better when people tell me "my heart's at the right place" or that i'm a "kind selfless person"

idk, does jt make me a good person because even if my intentions were to benefit and use, does the time and money i spent with my friends tell me that i care at least enough about people for them to see me as a good person?