i miss my wife..... my pretty wife and i miss her pretty face... i miss her smile

i was gonna describe vyn but holy fuck i love her ughhghgur i cant type without getting too giddy my gf is jst r\pretty. preitu i love my brpetyy igfrlrfiend and she sprety y and Pretty and she ois pretty

im so in love with girls. all types of girls as long as they're vyn . a guy asked me if my type was latinas and if vyn was latina i would be starstruck ngl

me when i see vyns beach outfit and i blush and i draw her a top because i should be the only person who gets to see

"ass or-" tits.

god she's so pretty i wish girls were real. i want vyn to crush me with her body and smother me with her torso so i cant breathe i want to be buried in her greatness

wrote my antisuicide note and how i'm dependent on vyn but turns out i passed the character limit and im not writing all of that again.

three steps backwards two steps forward i feel awful but i need to thug this out because I can't live like this and I have people who want good things for me and the narcissist in me refuses to become a loser who wants to kill himself egain I keep thinking about it and even when I lie to my friends about how "I'm not actively suicidal" i don't want ti die

anyways. i have spacehey now. i always had but i never bothered to use it until now and it feels okay. same as animemaker kinda because everything is now kid oriented (ew) and i rarely find anyone my age range to talk to, but some people are cool there so it's not too bad

a friend who understands me For me and gets me and it gets my experience and it makes me feel like I can be free. there's no facade. i have lots of friends and i love my friends but this friend makes me feel like. i can express my illness and say how much my mental illnesses affect me

coughs heads up i forgot i have like. really bad seasonal depression in the summer so. not a lot of happy posts hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha im losing myself to insanity and i hate everything and i want to cry my eyes out and everyone is so happy and lively and doing actual productive things and the only thing that gets me out of my house is my job and the only highlight of my summer is that i made a new friend that i hope becomes a lasting friendship but i dont know what to do and i'm trying. to actually be a friend this time and it feels great and awful how am i supposed to do this what do you mean you want to be friends with me and it doesn't have to be centered around anything and we're friends and i don't have to gain anything and it's a real friendship and im perfectly able to have a normal friendship or at least thats what i think Friends do right

whats with u guys. weirdos. why is this trending

still not fixed, tears of themis withdraws (i shiver). i had a weird dream and it was emotionless and i felt miserable and it wasnt with vyn and i miss her

im back

will not be finishing cus my phone broke

NOO ANYTHING BUT THAT

i hope she never comes home ever

im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight and youre names gonna be on my note

LOOOOOOOSER jk i wish u good will

blood sweat with tears