No one normal wants to love someone like I do, nor do they want to experience my daily life. My obsession genuinely affects more of my life than I'd like to admit, and despite my sanity now, I have become dangerously delusional on my "bad days." I do not get it, people romanticize the "hot" parts of my life. They don't want to express the volatile feelins I have when I can't get things in my way, they don't want to feel how much I seethe over people who claim to like the things I like, and especially they demonize my actions despite the fact they romanticize obession.

Many of my friends told me I never seem like the type, nobody does, because who the fuck would show the bad parts of themselves when they want something to toy around in their lives? These people are deluded and I hate that people want something like me, or act like they want to be like me

"It's fiction, you can tell apart a real abuser and a fictional one" but I had friendships, and I was an abuser and they could not tell that I was one because *that's how abuse works.* Even unintentionally, many of my former relationships were emotionally abusive. You can not go "ooooh but it's different because it's fiction!" Fiction doesn't erase anything, if anything it drives people to want someone like me in their lives. You all say that in a realistic world if you met someone "obsessive" like me, you'd call the police. But you wouldn't, because you'd never know

i've been always all for representing toxic relationships and representing mental illness accurately but it fucking gets under my skin with relationships like it is idolized or mischaracterized and seen as a good thing. it's all delusions and the fuckers who go "pro-fiction" can not understand at all the real affects someone like me has one vunerable people

man o cant go back to the doctors again for this

im goikg to hang myfeld infront of your graduation

Im winning in life

Thank you mhy...... i am truly loved..

what the fuck

man i wish fpreg was real

yes the cat is technically both dead and alive. but the point is that you don't know which one for sure. if you have a definitive answer that it is both options, it is not schrodinger's anything.

I kiss her stupid face and plaster her with my lipstick and she closes her eyes so i can kiss her even more and she's completely red, from my lipstick

I want to be stuck to her forever, becoming a male angler fish who seeks and latches onto a mate

she reciprocates by smiling slightly and then pushes me away after she feels enough

Wish she was real so i can kiss her silly and she doesn't reciprocate my love like a normal person but allows me to kiss her because i'm her narc supply

My favorite things together

i want to wrap her with my favorite blanket like a burrito and hug her

shes a snowy owl.... but also barn owl to me.......... but owl always........ i love her

i love her and her owlness smart owl she is... super cute and i want to kiss her and peck her face with kisses

my pretty owl gf, my prettiest girl and sher face is like a heart. Owl face.......... heart shape and her silver hair is perfect