I say I don't know how people think It'm a good person when my personal thoughts have always been manipulative in nature, always looking to see if it actually benefits me or not. I've pretended to be kind because I know it will benefit me. "You didn't seem like a narcissist to me," they would tell me. But a few friends who've been closer to me have seen a few faults, and it disturbs me sometimes knowing how much they know. I'm somewhat upset over some of my choices, because it didn't benefit me at all. But it's flawed thinking, my friends say so I think. Things I do shouldn't be about gain. My friends are genuine, I should be genuine back. But it's hard to not fall back on old habits.

little/low empathy doesn't mean no empathx and i'm fully capable of knowing that my friends have feelings and are hurt and that it is real emotion and that i'm not the only person who has emotions and it's a horrible thing to use it to one's advantage

iiiim a happy adult and I make good choices and I make choices not to hurt my friends

i'll do it again mf

yea i get that, games are games 😞 most of ponytown to me are just freaks though hope they all get help

....PONYTOWN 😭😭😭 GURL U WERE DOOMED u were speaking with a FREAK!! its always ponytown mf

EVEN WORSE HEELP???

i cant with the wonderhoy... pjsk freaks scare me

LOLI??? HELP FUCK

ngl biggest redflag in a relationship is unironic roleplay bc now that i think about it my ex wanted to do a dsmp roleplay with me when i waa 14

discord to catch a predator his ass atp give his username to one of those youtubers😭😭😭

pull up with a "uh oh... aur naururh😧😞😞😞" *stomach grumbles, shits LOUDLY and becomes a rocket* 🙏🙏 works everytime

I am darkness... I am despair.... I am...... loneyl.... my heart is a VOID!!! -ur ex or what ever he is 😧🤨, probably

................. 😭😭😭😭😭 congratulations for ur escape I GIGGLED im so sorry

ALWAYS ur so whimsical its unfair that happened to u😭😭😭

i'd do it but im also mentally unstable and with self destructive npd so dont take my advice.... but yk it would be hilarious

me rereading messages from my ex and their nicknames appear and i throw up oh my gooood that is actual embarrassment

hell yeah laugh ab him 😭😭 i woudl too... hope only good luck comes ur way and he recieves badluck for life

watched it over again MY WONDERHOY TOOK ME OUT FUCK??? HELP??? whats with weirdo people and wanting to use weirdo nicknames ugh this reminds me of my own 18 year old ex when i was 14 AND THEY WANFED ME TO CALL THEM MY LITTLE POGCHAMP im gonna frow up

god that sounds horrible I HOPE IR OKAY NOW😭😭😭