Smiles NPD keeps ruining my life, i did and have interacted with the TOT community before and they're very sweet and I cry when I interact with one because they're genuinely good people but I can't help but feel a deep hatred for Vyn "likers"
in before anyone goes "isn't this a common feeling" before i was hit by the NPD beam I told my friends i want to interact with the TOT fandom but I couldn't help but feel dread + nervous and I would have extremely violent thoughts about the people who even *think* about liking vyn in any way
NPD culture is feeling deep hatred for other "fans" because they'll never be you and it feels infuriating when people claim to like it because they don't actually "like" it
* If anyone found out about my newest interest, I'm actively avoiding + deleting any comments that hints towards the name because I want to gate keep & it's an 18+ game I'm not sharing that to kids bruh
it's embarrassing to admit this but it's incredibly difficult for me to feel comfortable at all with ANYONE liking most of my interests and it takes a lot in me to even interact with other fans. I would feel genuine dread interacting with TOT fans especially (but now I feel okay-ish, but still extremely possesive over vyn)