"People with NPD I love you" "people with NPD are cute" you like me? You really think so? Really? Am I pretty? Am I the cutest person you have ever seen? Ever? Above everyonr else? You like me? Hiii...?
I hate proshit NPD fuckers bruh, this is why i'm better than you, you can be anti-censorship while not being proship. I'm not going to accept your weird fucking ships because it's fiction. "They don't actively think about it!" Oh my god shut up, jerk your shit to some grass and maybe you'll feel loved
Sometimes I wonder if any of the people I'm on bad/non-speaking terms think about me occasionally, but it doesn't matter anymore. NPD recovery does a lot, I feel like a better person now
I thought I was just soing this because I was petty, but petty wasn't stalking your ex's instagram account so you could draw better than her because she made a comment about your art negatively once
i feel like i should've known it was npd when i actively had mental breakdowns on instagram about my instagram popularity and I had a horrible obsession over my follower count and that was the only way I could put value on myself and I would feel volatile emotions when my follow count started to slow down. And I hated other artists, I felt jealousy over them and I would actively try to draw *more* and try to improve my art as much as I can to provs i'm better than them