Ok ignore the psychoposting thats my (kind of) new persona Luka and he kisses iwamine from hatoful boyfriend OK

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I CANT ESCAPE

🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🩵 I'm never real....

i love being a yumedanshi. i love fiction, i love being fictional and not real

i could probably date, but why would i want to.

everyone experiences love and i feel envious because i think love should be cruel and sick and disgusting and that it should hurt

I could explain how I view relationships and the "ranking system" and whatever, but it wouldn't matter. i don't plan to "fall in love"

people want "love" and i just, can't provide that. I mean, platonic love for sure, i love my friends, but a romantic partner isn't something I can "love."

at some point if you have so many failed relationships and situationships you have to sit down and realize you're the problem, right? txt antiromantic

not that i'm completely opposed to having a romantic partner but i really don't see the use in it if most people want to pursue a relationship for things i simply can not provide

whatever this is all nothingburger i push all potential romantic interests away in the name of abstinence and religion Lol

they love this shit but would hate me because they only like it in fantasy like there is a reason why you're into it stop trying to act like you're better than everyone else for "seperating fiction and reality"

people want to be me and live my mentally ill life so bad They think it's hot and sexy and whatever and they want to have a lover like me because "he's so obsessive (>////<)" and taboo stuff blah blah blah booktok blah blah blah dark themes blah blah blah

whateverrrr people on the internet are insane. but not in the mentally ill way. i think they're crazy, and they make me feel like i'm not crazy, because i'm not

"wow luka how do you... live with those thoughts? You seem well put together" I don't live and i've come to be excited at every passing day hoping one day something kills me

gripping at whatever angrily, FAAAAAAACK ME😡🤬 i can't have shit and past me screwed me over. 👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎i would've killed myself long time ago

Npd makes me want to kill myself but Npd is also keeping me alove. Hate it here

Sometimes I hate it, I hate that I can't die. But I'm too selfish, and I like being better that everyone else, and killing myself doesn't make me a better person.

I've done so much in my life, and that's why i can't kill myself. Because someone will notice. I've made myself a part of a community, and I will have to die surrounded by people i befriended