watever, not the most explicit thing that happened to me as a child i guess.

me when i completely forget all the graphic images drawn of me by my ex 5 years ago and only now did i remember it

i love having amnesiaaaa.... i love having memories that only come up when i see certain records

one day i might delete my account or certain posts, and nobody will know what happened to me, and all they will know is through story telling. i'm not strong enough to speak about it

sometimes i feel like i'm "faking" being a victim, but then i remember bits and pieces, and then i feel sick. and i feel pathetic for letting those things happen to me, but i really thought everyone was a good person

i think it affected me more than I'd ever liked to admit. so i write characters in hopes that someone will understand them and in turn understand me. cocsa or whatever, i don't know. the drawing part will definitely be child on child, but everything else is adult and child, because i never had records about anything else

i can't really say *much* when the fact is i was definitely taken advantage of as a child. woohoooo.... writing CSEM and abuse material because mint is my vessel to show what happened to me without *me* feeling shameful

Sometimes I freeze up and get nervous. Usually i'm fearless and ready to do anything, but trying to write something for mint makes me feel uneasy. I mean, of course if anyone had my experiences, it wouldn't ever be easy to talk about, right?

Idk, I feel like i'm taking a *lot* of risks making a character this tragic, yk? Like, even if playdate is technically a "vent" piece and each character reflects something about my life, is this something i really want to explore?

nooo moot i 🩵 ur art and ur really whimsical Always glad to see ur work

when i switched from android to ios i was really surprised about that.... still no color picker on android though💔 or hex codes

man i'm like only scared that if i do make this game real proshippers will like it too much or smth

"aren't you a man" yes of course im including myself

actual users are scary HELLO

"hating men is bad" ok 🎀🩵 I'll do it again

nevermind YAMANAMI JUMSPACRE HELLO SAILOR😍GOD BLEEEEESSSSSS!!!

fake volcels on my tl im going to KILL MYSELELF

no genders no sexualjty only pronouns in this game

well. playdate has no canon genders but to me she's a man

i do have a bias towards certain characters honestly and even if i consider mint a favorite she's a man and my misandry is stronger than liking a charactee enough to make a happy ending