it really is the enviroment that turns men evil and mint is not a good person, i never written her to be a good person

her philosophy is very rooted in the "if it happened to me, it's ok" mindset and thats why she has no problems doing any problematic behavior because to her it's normal and she doesn't question ethics and simply accepts them

i drew like mint in two different ways when she things and when she has a innocent look she's probably thinking of dismembering pepper and cooking carrot but when she has a nose bleed and looks "perverted" she's thinking about being treated as an actual person and not some sort of fetishized object

Slept at 7pm woke up at 11:48 idk how i did it

I slept like 16 hours earlier now i wide awake ugh guess ill just draw until i tire myself out

IM NOT PSYCHOTIC AGAIN jzst reminiscing i'm not going to go on a full thing to stalk again Please

even when you took advantage of me i still think i fumbled i wonder if you think of me at all and wish we still talked or something

i wish u loved me like i loved you because it was really pure love even though i am a narcissistic prick, i really loved you with my whole heart even though you didn't love me back....

they told me this was a topic for therapy ans that it was a lot to take in 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 somerimes in the back of my mind i want to contact you again but i know something will be hurt no matter what...

i was really psychotic earlier and was going to contact said ex but my friends stopped me Hello

I will do it again 🩵 surprised i havent realized everything until now.... truly the only person who really tore me apart

i was psychotic and stalked your socials again earlier this year 💔sorry... i wonder if you kept those images of me and still shared it to your friends and called me a pushover people pleasing freak, i wonder if you'd be afraid of me now

biting my nails nervously and i blush a little, i'm still sick from you and everything you did to me and i sometimes wish i never met you but i know i lvoed you too much for that

watever, not the most explicit thing that happened to me as a child i guess.

me when i completely forget all the graphic images drawn of me by my ex 5 years ago and only now did i remember it

i love having amnesiaaaa.... i love having memories that only come up when i see certain records

one day i might delete my account or certain posts, and nobody will know what happened to me, and all they will know is through story telling. i'm not strong enough to speak about it

sometimes i feel like i'm "faking" being a victim, but then i remember bits and pieces, and then i feel sick. and i feel pathetic for letting those things happen to me, but i really thought everyone was a good person

i think it affected me more than I'd ever liked to admit. so i write characters in hopes that someone will understand them and in turn understand me. cocsa or whatever, i don't know. the drawing part will definitely be child on child, but everything else is adult and child, because i never had records about anything else

i can't really say *much* when the fact is i was definitely taken advantage of as a child. woohoooo.... writing CSEM and abuse material because mint is my vessel to show what happened to me without *me* feeling shameful