peak love is dying your hair to match your Lovers (heartbreaker mdp au)

was a little embarrassing though. my family knows abour vyn. excrpt my grandma Until she saw me unboxing my vyn merch And then asked if it was me because I had silver hair and glasses, which admittingly gave me a lot of yandere ideas

still need to hop on that art idea of kylar dying his hair to be like PC's and owning PC merch

but one eye's tilt is skewed by 36(?) Percent

i dont even know i'm assuming current is around -4

I wish i had normal thoughts

Idk, just saying in case Certain Pekple want to tell me shit about me that I know isnr there, rolling on the floor

Not ocd not ocd not ocd not ocd My thoughts don-/ occur as frequently + dont cause me extreme distress but i do feel icky Inside And Outside And everyside and I would understand how it would suck thinking like this

"are you sure these are intrusive thoughts" well i sure feel paranoid about it

YAAAAY THINGS I WILL NEVER TELL PEOPLE!

immmmmm so happy and i only think good things good happy things that happen to people And its happy and kind and joyful

the think bubble was going to say "intrusive thoughts" but I'm not crazy and i dont want people asking me shit Because some of you guys Are Obsessed and will call me problematic

Wasn't even talking about you but i don't appreciate you making nsfw jokes 😐

Don't twist this as "you do feel empathy!" Because i don't, don't armchair bullshit me. It's easy to recognize problems, i don't get how you guys are blind and daft

Idk, i'm generally baffled that as a person with NPD i seem to have more "empathy" than most of you all

Whatever, use whatever terms you want to use because my disorders are labeled evil, we're all evil sociopaths and will manipulate you and are attention whores woooooo

Of course, acting normal is ideal but i don't display the fact that i am indeed mentally ill, i only make hints towards it/mention it offhandedly in posts but otherwise i don't parade around and tell people "I HAVE PTSD&NPD AND OTHER CO-MORBID DISORDERS!" But if I did, you all would treat me differently

Like, you all hate these people, find them disgusting, tell them that they're horrible people, but you would support me because i make an effort to be "normal?" Hm

People love mental illness/disabilities and are quick to label themselves but are more than willing to demonize others. Makes me a little uncomfortable, you all would be quick to call me the same labels just because i share similar thoughts but have self control

Doesn't excute actions sure, you can be traumatized and still be a bad person, always matters on how a traumatized person with the ability to do better acts, but.... ah, too much talking