i think pregame, xuan admires vyn from afar at first but eventually works the courage to talk to her (in capitol + training sessions etc)

oh how I missed writing tragic and doomed xuanyi.... xuan gazing over vyn's sleeping body, his hands clutching a handful of nightlock they found earlier in their expedition... he knows vyn would be heart broken; but he doesn't have the heart to kill her... if he dies and she wins, she gets to live... and if he dies and she dies as well, they'll reunite in the after life.

and so, he takes in the berries, letting its poison seep down his throat as he tucks himself back into vyn's warm embrace one last time, for as long as his body stays warm enough for her not to notice

xuan waited for vyn to sleep and then maybe if he didn't take the sponsor's route - he'd ingest something poisonous (like nightlock), if he taken the sponsor's route, he'd try another means of suicide

vyn would've tried to interfere with xuan killing himself otherwise, but xuan didn't want to kill vyn, and vyn doesn't want to kill xuan. i think xuan knew that if he didn't kill her, she'd kill herself too, and quickly.

i think xuan would try to kill himself peacefully so he manages to get a sponsor to gift him something... and he manages to use it to kill himself, and vyn wakes up the next day finding xuan dead right beside her

kinda opposite of dangan au honestly, but still plausable so we're rolling with it

reading more from discord side and it's more of like, a fantasy and not an expressed "want" per se, xuan probably talks about a lot of things to vyn to make the idea of competing in the hunger games easier, even if it meant that there was a huge possibility vyn had to kill xuan to win.... but vyn could never bring herself to do that (considering canon vyn actions, she'd much rather hurt herself to get what she wants) so xuan resorts to killing himself

HOLY PEAK nirvana 🤤

oh stay safe 🙏

Discord side I did want to explicitly add a scene where when things die down, xuan mentions to vyn about wanting to start a family (even though they both knew only one person can make it out alive) and after vyn becomes victor she lives in a mansion in grief but suddenly an orphan (or two) is placed on her doorstep and she raises them because "they looked so much like xuan"

obky imporrant thing i got here was that xuan dies within 3-8 days of the games startinf so we're assuming ALL of their friendship interactions start before game, then within game they become close... and then... boom, xuan death😈

hi... i'm back... it seems that 💔i written their lore on paper probably

AND THERES NOTHING HUNGER GAMES AFTER THIS CRUSE YOU AND YOUR FUTURE BRAH 😡

Ok.

this literally means nothing IM GOING TO STRNALG EOYU

Ok

Please.

curse you, 2023 me. you dirnt know how much xuanyi woukd go FUCK

FUCK YOU YOUDIRNT EVEN WRITE LORE HERE PLAYING WITH PEOPLES LIVES AND BEING A LIAR IS ALL YOU DO FUCKXKD YOU😡😡😡😡😡😡

relisted because this is too cute 💔