her big eyes, she knows nothing but joy and sparkles and glitter and rainbows...

Robin eating coconut candy i nod to myself

vietnamese new year lukabin activities Tbh

I LOVE GAMBLING

Enough debating with myself about life mysterys Luka would love to take robin somewhere to gamble

So funny for what, aspire to be like that

"Clear all student debt, shit in the air vents. The world is your oyster, sleepy joe"

Maybe it's just easier for me to say these things, but people forget that too often. You have the free will to do anything you want to, as long as you are ready for consequences

Call it "antisocial" behavior, call it having a "lack of self preservation," but it's really blissful having free will...

The art of having complete free will, you all forget that. You can do whatever, just because you can. And sure, that encourages a lot of *immoral* behavior but it is also in your free will to do literally anything else. Why "warn" people what you do, when you can simply just *do it.* You all are quick to please other people, but can not please yourself unless told to. Shameful.

People refusing to think any other way, just recently I saw a post criticizing a man giving up his first class seat for a retired nurse who never experienced first class. It's his money, he can choose what he wants to do with it. And if he chooses to give his seat, why is it so bad? You all refuse to believe someone can do good things just because they can

Not saying I'm a kind person, but people are so open to hostility and it's baffling. The internet really does perpetuate a kind of atnosphere of negativety at any response. "Oh so you're xyz?" No, that's a whole new sentence. So quick to assume. My words may be blunt and "harsh" but I don't jump guns

ah, so much to ramble about religion, but i'm already "nutty" as is. "No such thing as god," silly. Even when I think logically, it's nice to have faith in anything. People don't like thinking about kindness at all

i hope a lot of things in heaven. ah.... the more i think, the more i feel worried, dying... 💭

i hope after purgatory, heaven is nice and warm

I hope heaven is...

One day you will die, and I hope your coffin is filled to the brim with green.

Will you look at the tokens I've preciously collected, and turn your eye at them? They are things you held dear to your heart, things you loved with all your worth. Will you stare in horror at the faces plastered on your walls? Faces you loved, cheered out for? Objects in mirror, isn't it. They seem so close to me, but to you, it may be far. I hope not.

That's the scary part of living, isn't it. Losing everything, and I'm selfish for wanting to control my future. Greed is my sin, and I will spend however long in purgatory to repent for it. But in my hopeless greed, I desire to keep myself the same. It's selfish, completely selfish, but if I die without love, I haven't yet lived

I worry so much, I hope I still treasure Vyn if I ever have dementia. But hey, that's what these texts are for... so you can read them and relive your past. If I keep documenting my life, I lose nothing. I know your mind will rot and decay but at the very least the words I type on the screen now are immortal. God knows how far in the future you will make it, but when you read over the words on the screen I hope that you will start to recognize the bits of yourself that I've lost even if it's hopeless. I know you'll forget it again, and again, but these words remain permanent