smiling is so happy for what, i love positive attention because of Me seeing people smile and recognize me YAY i'm so joypilled I hope I keep recovering so I can do more things because i'm still debuffed. Can't be loud or talk as much as I used to🤬
& the cafeteria ladies recognized me when I went to get lunch They were really fast to making my lunch 🥺 I love my college lalala i love everyone lalala i'm so happy and joyful even when I'm sick and Have Less Enemies To Compete With. Need to make more enemies but i guess positive attention is nice too I can work with this hrmrmrm. No rivals on campus but whatever I just gotta rearrange goals
Lalala i had so much fun yesterday though I've been taking online courses only due to personal issues but i have one on campus class and i feel so :) Cause People Yay i love talking I talked so much in that class i'm probably a nerd to them but it's whatever I Must Exert to everyone that I'm Smarter Than Them and I'm just taking these courses to get these out of the way When I transfer to Uni
i took a nap and have yet to cough horribly maybe i just choked and threw up because of conditioning #pavlovsdog like "if i don't throw up then i'll cough" so anything in my stomach Must Go