YAAA
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What post is it

Yes

And i should probably let it be known that i care very deeply about you and you do help me a lot im just genuinely so overwhelmed with everything that when i try to talk to you sometimes i dont say the right things.
Sometimes i miss just conversing about dumb things
In this though i hope you know you help me more then you think you may
And thank you for helping me even if i seemed like i was still fucked what you said helped
Thank you for being one of the few people in my life to help me be strong
I love ya more then ya know and im sorry if i bummed you

This is my point…
I reach out and it doesnt work.
I tried
I fucking give up

Looks nice
I wish i had the lung compacity for trombone lol

I told you
Just wait until you find out what Ai fantasy is
Thats what ive been on lmao

Its not that i think you hate me and its not that i dont know i can reach out
I just dont reach out cause in my mind im like oh
He said he can help but what if i dont make sense and he just dismisses it or
He probably doesnt wanna hear my shit rn
I love you too i just
I feel like when i try to reach out it’s misunderstood
And then i end up worse

We’ll go to very distant lands

I literally get through 4 frames and think its gods work that i finished those 4 lol

I look at myself
I see myself
Im always aware of how i feel
Its hard to understand that rather then going numb and letting myself go through hell
I keep myself out so people know how i feel but i spill to many emotions and then they’re just like oh your better now
bye
Its just
It gets to a point where i only have myself and im drowning in my own emotions because i dont have anyone i can talk to who doesnt pity me or find me pathetic

I have to much fanart homework 🥺

I want to but dont want to thats the thing
I keep trying to reach out but it just gets overlooked so
I dont really know how to approach it anymore
Plus if i went missing for a bit on here i highly doubt anyone would notice
Its general unless i post abt it
If i just randomly left you, and everyone else would not notice
Im one person out of thousands

And thats the honest truth to me
Fucking sucks

llstopdw👍

Js didnt wanna be likE oH MY gOd its perManNent from surprise

Oh btw forgot to ask are you gonna start using the other hair colors?

I wish
I had
The fuCKING
TALENT AND PATIENCE

This is cute
Idk why but it is

Im so used to seein the brown its trippy