And i should probably let it be known that i care very deeply about you and you do help me a lot im just genuinely so overwhelmed with everything that when i try to talk to you sometimes i dont say the right things.
Sometimes i miss just conversing about dumb things
In this though i hope you know you help me more then you think you may
And thank you for helping me even if i seemed like i was still fucked what you said helped
Thank you for being one of the few people in my life to help me be strong
I love ya more then ya know and im sorry if i bummed you

I dont want you to lose it all for me
Im emotionally overstimulated to hell
i dont want to see you sad or even think your sad
Im not feeling good at all okay?
I feel like fucking shit
Everything hurts mentally
I dont know if thats what i need to say but thats how i feel rn
I dont know what to do
And it hurts even worse to not know
I just want someone to tell me its gonna be okay
Even if its not