I hope your cupid reincarnates one day and you do find someone your comfortable with and can like actively feel for
It might get better as ya get older but idk thats not my thing to talk abt
not even a month or two
I dont rly wanna go in depth since you’ve mentioned things abt not liking being comforted or smth along those lines
But i do think their is ppl who care nd would care includin myself
Thats all im gonna say